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Lora's Crazy Life7 May WalkingPeace has come slowly
Creeping into my soul
I can rest more easily
Than I did a year ago.
Never thought I'd get here
Everybody has been still
Waiting for me to stop crying
Wonder if I ever will?
There's still an open wound
Covered by everyday life
I must go on living
With you out of sight.
There's a place in my head
That I like to go
A place we play together
I guess it's my soul.
Like spring on the hills
A new love has grown
So hard in comparison
To what you have shown.
There will never be another
I'll say it again
There will never be another
Quite like you, my friend.
I've picked up the pieces
And have headed down the road
A walk that I hate
Because it's the unknown.
30 April Sugar MommaSugar comes from Kane
Kane killed his Brother Abel
That's Evil, It's the Devil.
Sugar Rots Your Teeth
And Gives You Diabetes
Sugar is Pretty White
White like the Coke you Snort Up your Nose
The Coke that will eventually make your heart explode
And your family mourn.
By
Lora A Cable 13 February Replacement
Please, I miss you.Please! I miss you.
by Lora A Cable
I wonder what you've said to me.
At night.
When my eyes are closed.
Dreaming of you.
Do you kiss me in the same soft spot?
Hold my hand
'Till the sun comes up and I'm awake?
Is there anything I need to know?
Or did you tell me?
Over and over when you were here.
It plays
Like a broken record.
Trying to remember
And hang on to every spoken word.
I never thought I'd be this strong.
On the outside.
People just pass me by
Not knowing
My heart is aching,
I can barely stand up.
Never again will I see your face.
On earth.
Those tired eyes have life again.
Broken body.
Runs and laughs, I hope.
My eyes want to see it!
I want to feel it!
I'll have to wait.
Impatiently.
I'll look forever.
Will you wait for me?
Love me?
Like our souls were never taken from each other.
Please!! I miss you. 15 December Poem I wroteThis whirlwind of emotions Another day down, another day closer Closer to finding what it is I’m looking for.
Shall I be a wondering spirit Who never finds her way? One who floats around searching?
Will I become a lost soul With residual actions. Searching night after night?
For the same soul That was lost so long ago. Without words.
To be spoken When they needed to be heard. When he needed me most.
20 November Ode to TurkeyWell, my turkey days have begun. I had turkey for dinner at my house last night with the girls and Chris and Amanda's kids. I made turkey, mashed potatoes, green beens, cottage cheese and some cinnamon rolls for dessert. They ate like little freakin Gremlins. Today at work we had a great big Thanksgiving dinner with Turkey, Mashed potatoes, corn, rolls, cheesecake, oooohhhhh cheesecake. That reminds me. I need to call my aunt Lisa to see fi she's gonna bring my favorite cheesecake. Hers is like NO OTHER!!!
Thursday, I will be going to my sisters. The whole freakin Family will be there and I love it! PLUS This year, I get to bring "MY Family". Chelsi and Shelbi are excited. I think it makes them feel good that they have this great big family that gets together and does things together like we do. It may not be all the time, but we do get together on the holidays and make it a good one to alst all year long. They have never had family like this. It's always just been their immediate family. So they are all pumped up for "Cable Family Bingo". LOL!
Friday is the "Thanksgiving Party" at my uncle T's house. This is the Thanksgiving dinner where the wild part of the family breaks out the homemade wine and get WILD! This is where the fun begins and I can't wait! I LOVE MY FAMILY!
I hope that Everybody has a great holiday!
16 November I'm a slacker too!Such a slacker. Gosh it's been forever since I wrote on this thing. I have a myspace account too, but I can't keep up with this much less figure out how to do all the stuff to make my space look even remotely decent. Anyway, I have so much to say. I will start with the girls. I finally got temporary custody of Chelsi and Shelbi. It has changed my lifestyle back from being a single woman with nothing to do, bored out of my mind to being in FULL FORCE "Mom Mode". I love it. It keeps me busy and it also makes me feel like I have worth. I have moved into a new place of my own. Just tow doors down from where I was living with my cousin Amanda. It is so much better having my own place. My things, my schedule, my life! I could elaborate on everythingn that I just said, but it would take me forever, so if anybody wants to email me my address is larzcab@yahoo.com.
I have recently found out that I have a new liking for country music. Music is one of the ways that I keep myself sain. So I'm gonna post the lyrics to the song "Some Things Never Change" by Tim McGraw. I love this song and it speaks from MY heart.
After all this time I still miss you everday When I said I'd love you for eternity Maybe someday someone else will set me free
I still am having a time with dealing with Jim's loss. It still comes and goes and it is now coming on the part of the year when things started changing for the worst last year. I pray that I get through the holidays and still have a smile on my face. No one ever understands the pain that a person goes through until they have went through it themselves. But I am grateful for the family and friends that have been there every step of the way, just to make sure that I'm alive and I continue this life on earth and feel loved. |
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